Dear 2nd Anniversary <3

Wonder why I was a little bit moody today, just couldn't fit into the right mood I think. In the afternoon after Edward came back from uni we were supposed to pass our day in R2 comic house (again), UNFORTUNATELY it was closed on Thursday :( Sadly we returned with disappointment and had no idea where should we go for celebration as we didn't have much cash with us.

Back to his home and I felt so empty that I wanna cry. I didn't mean to go somewhere but I just didn't want to stay at home, on such special day, feeling kinda weird and I guess this was what they called DULL. So for a little cheers Edward brought me to Lowyat (gadget window shopping!) and TimeSquare for a movie.

This movie really brightened up my day. It was not only amazing, but astonishing. Ya I watched Michael Jackson - This Is It. Seeing his rehearsal I felt that he was so passionate and enthusiastic about what he was doing, as passion is something almost everyone of us lack of. 5 Stars and 2 thumbs up for this "movie" and Michael Jackson!


Ps: We're going R2 comic house again on tomorrow! Yoohoo!

Fingers on Shou-jo Manga!

Yoohoo! Visited R2 Comic House (my previous work place) today since I was looking forward to having a good rest and enjoyable Sunday :D Sunday Sunday.
Didn't know why I haven't been reading Shou-jo manga for so long, I always prefer shounen manga after I'd graduated from school. So finally today I had a touch on shou-jo manga again as I was attracted by the cover!

Taa-daa!! It's called THE ONE in english, pretty common huh ._.

So here are the synopsis.. by me :P

Lele's (pronounced in mandarin) parents were the world's famous top models, who happened to passed away due to an aircrash accident when she were still very young. Her aunt who owned a model agency company encouraged Lele to take a step on model path as she had perfect complexion and top model qualities inherited from her mom. However, Lele wasn't interested at all, until she had a peek on the world's hottest model from one magazine cover - Angus. Being attracted by such terrifying beautiful creature, Lele eventually accepted her aunt's invitation as she wanted to have a closer look on Angus someday.


Surprisingly Angus(left) had a twin brother - Eros (right) who looked exactly the same. However they were being raised separately thus they had extremely different personality. Angus was a top model while Eros was a model director - working behind the scenes.

The story was very long, I got to stop here x.x

My opinion: The guys are freaking gorgeous! and they have some BL-related issues. Still couldn't get rid of my BL obsession after years! ><

I love Eros more as he is sooo cool yet caring and he is so BREATH-TAKING! But I have a virtual friend on Facebook named "Eros" also... *sigh*.. spoiled my imagination on Dear Eros once I hook on Facebook.
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tthh... I really got to start working on my assignment tomorrow.. I called it sound clip assignment -_-. as what we are supposed to do is produce a short sound clip that tells a story. You know, I'm retarded in Sounds! It's torturing, killing, murdering, and suiciding. But still trying my best for survival! Joy to my new laptop~It's gonna reach by next week, so I have to get my assignment done before it arrives! (the actual motivation, haha)
Anyway, exam's on 16th Nov.


I'm off to bed~ Nites.

Loves and Kisses,
Carrie (Sweeting) <3>

Miserable.

Once again in the midnight, I have met some questions of life. People always bother about money. Money isn't the only concern, but it indeed could give the best solution for everything. I heard a quote "If money can do the job, it's shouldn't be a problem". God knows some people who are in a miserable financial condition do exist. All the time when I start to expect something I start being disappointed.

Some born not knowing how to appreciate, some born not getting what they appreciate. Libra loves balance. Everyone knows that this world is unbalance, it's unfair. I thought that I accepted it however sometimes I feel suffocating in a world like this.

There should be a reversi game play on those who don't appreciate. Let the whites turn blacks and vice versa.

I have a boyfriend, who...

I wanted to express this long time ago, but was always procrastinated. 30 little good things about my boyfriend.
I have a boyfriend, who...

1. never let me wait more than my patience could go.
2. never let me fall when I want him to hold me up and high.
3. carries out his every single promise to me.
4. cares how I get along with everyone around me.
5. takes my family members as his own.
6. listens to my heart speaking no matter I'm sad or happy.
7. shares every piece of joyful moment with me.
8. shares every sad story with me.
9. kisses me every morning as I wake up.
10. hold my right hand gently yet tightly on the street.
11. takes me everywhere I want to go if that's not too much.
12. believes how well I can do my job.
13. thinks that I'm brilliant, cute, and sweet and he could never find the second best.
14. wants to give me suprise, but he always had no idea.
15. would loves to buy me everything as if he could afford.
16. was a stubborn stone before I actually melt him.
17. always criticise my artworks until I finally get the best piece of artwork.
18. always exhort me everytime I feel like spending for something unneccessary.
19. protects me like I'm his treasure.
20. acts like a baby when he demands more love from me.
21. never know how to demand anything from me except love.
22. gets jealous easily since I'm the only one he has.
23. can cook splendidly but he doesn't let me touch the pancake turner.
24. hates waiting no matter how much people explain to him ladies are worth waiting.
25. gets happy for everything I did to him, even a shoulder massage or a body cleaning.
26. rarely let me take public transit since I met him.
27. calls me princess, calls me sweet, loves me tender, loves me sweet.
28. fondle me like I was his pet, but more than his pet.
29. never have to let me feel worry about the direction coz he will lead me through the way.
30. named Edward Sia Kian Tat, Mozigeli, 余健达, dear dear.

Interesting October

17.10.2009 Malacca Trip
I remember in the first post of October I said that I love October! Indeed it's a great month for me!
Edward, Janice, Fumi and I had a awesome one day trip to Malacca town on Saturday, it was exhausting but absolutely fun! Will upload the photo in facebook :)

18.10.2009 Jogoya Japanese Buffet
Follow on Sunday night, I had dinner buffet at Starhill's Jogoya with Edward and his family. Gosh 1 person costs around rm100! I always know that Jogoya is expensive yet an nice place to dine in, never know that I could have the chance to be there, free of charge! hee!

19.10.2009 Movie - Cloudy with a chance of Meatballs!
Never been so interested of 3D movie until I had a little jumping step on it. It was a yummy movie indeed! Love the way food fell from the sky, don't you think it's seriously a heaven? a food heaven? Highly recommend!

Ps: I'm going for Adonis test as a model at 12pm, hope everything goes fine :| *gulp*

13.10.2009

Went to eat takoyaki before going GreenBox karaoke :D This was the first time I ate 2 boxes at a time! *slurrp*

So sad they told us no photograph was allowed in the shop :(


We had dinner @ Chili's Grill & Bar. Love it!

SCAM! MEGA SALES 2009

You may be wondering why I wasn't writing about how I celebrate my 20th birthday. Because I had a bigger news to "announce".

Yesterday me and Edward were walking from Pavilion to Sungei Wang to get our car as we were supposed to go MidValley. When we passed by the Bukit Bintang Monorail Station, a Chindian guy who speaks Mandarin approached us and asked us to join a lucky draw, what we had to do was just tear off a sealed card and see what gift we had got. Since yesterday was my birthday, we decided to give a try since it doesn't cost anything. What I got was a "thank you", indicated that I didn't win anything. Suprisingly Edward has got a some sort of silver patch inside his card!

The guys reacted so surprise and happy and they looked like they were faking. So they have a list of gift to give out, from Toyota Altis to Australia/Japan trip. Follow on they helped us to call their "manager", told the manager that we got the special gift card and we were going to the headquater to scan the silver patch and check what gift we had.

At first we doubted them, Edward said "I can't trust you, this happen so sudden and ridiculous". We were afraid that they were robber, may follow us to our car and rob us (and our car). But that guy handed us his Malaysia Identity Card, which gained us a little of trust. And they kept saying "hey, you have to treat us dinner, you're getting a big big prize!"

I don't deny that we were a little bit greedy, and believed that we were lucky enough. However, we still inform our friends where were we heading, and the information of the guys who brought us there. The headquater was quite near, we reached there in 10 minutes.

So by looking at the office named STARR HEALTHCARE, we were relieved as they don't look like a robber or something.

Later on we were arranged to meet the manager named Ms Lim (of course this isn't her real surname), Ms Lim persuaded us by explaining to us how attractive were the prizes, e.g Toyota Altis, Perodua Viva, Proton Persona, Samsung LCD Screen, Turkey/Australia/Japan trip. Besides that they were giving us 3 house electrical products which were Microwave Oven, Foot Massager, and Home Theatre Set. But, read carefully, we were required to afford the tax, transport fees, etc, which costs around RM4000!!!

Thanks God we were poor, we don't have so much money!!! But the MS LIM did not give up, she asked us do we have ATM Card/Credit Card, maybe we can pay part of the amount. I actually had my credit card in my wallet, but of course I wouldn't use it! They knew that I was on my birthday, so they kept telling Edward to take this as a birthday present for me.
Luckily Edward asked his friend to go online and check the website that they gave to us, and the information on the web wasn't sufficient enough for us to trust them.

They gave us to see the list of gifts left to be won, it was around 9 items. All prizes was quite attractive, EXCEPT one thing - JADE MATTRESS. Being curious I asked her what is JADE MATTRESS? Sounds so funny. Ms Lim said it was valuable, and I can sell this to others. Immediately I thought that I didn't want to sell something SOUNDS SO FUNNY, I didn't know anything about JADE MATTRESS. Guess what, we checked online justnow about this MEGA SALES 2009, everyone who was cheated and paid rm4000, WON JADE MATTRESS! It's actually something cheap!

Back to the scene. Having the same thought "there's no free lunch in this world", me and Edward rejected the deal. We were so dumb that we followed them to the headquater, but we made the wise choice at last.

It was really an unforgettable birthday. When we were on our way to Midvalley (that time we were not sure that this is a scam), I told Edward "If this is real, I'm happy that we got the so called special gift, but doesn't mean that we have to get that prize since we are unsure about that. I don't want to get a LESSON insteads of prize."

We checked online as soon as we reached home. Gosh there are so many cases online, EXACTLY THE SAME! Even everything they speak to you, they had been trained!
For more info, surf:
http://www.jbtalks.cc/viewthread.php?tid=570226
http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1002003

It's 10.10!

It's almost 4 in the morning right now but I have got no mood to sleep at all, even though my back's aching and my eyes are tiring. So I had been quite stuffed-up today (actually it was yesterday), went to Adonis Training Center for Edward's Sister facial and body waxing testing.

Wow I could really say that there's no boundaries for women to look pretty, in each part of them. Their full set treatment has services covered from top to toe, from your face to your finger's cuticle. Spent my afternoon waiting there for facial treatment testing as I promised to be her facial model on her exam date, which falls on 20th this month.

Finally I had a touch on my laptop! Was using Edward's laptop/desktop lately since I wasn't at home, and even though I was at home my mum occupied my laptop. Even though my mr.laptop is old and sort of old fashioned looking, but I still love him the most~

Signed up for twitter yesterday as I'm kinda bored of facebook. Twitter has lesser features/applications than facebook but since it's still new to me, I love it at this moment.

So at night me and Edward went out for a small gathering with our TarC friends, haven't met them for so long thus we spent over 4 hours merely chatting and drinking chinese tea. It was tiring since I had much activities in the afternoon but it definitely worth it :D

Today's 10th October, before I really off to bed I would like to wish my Darling and Edward's mum HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3

Loves,
Carrie.

My artwork! Finally.

I always wanted to make a masterpiece but I was always distracted, by the Internet. Eventually I have finished this Massive Black artwork since I couldn't connect to the Internet today! See anyone can be productive if they were not distracted by the Internet world!

Not to say this is 100% from me, as the character design was from one of the Massive Black projects, I was just taking it as reference for practice ;) But anyhow I did the sketching and painting by my own, *claps claps!*

Let's end with my new artwork :D

Software: Adobe Photoshop CS4 Tools: Wacom bamboo fun tablet Reference:RedFactionGuerrilla

Goodnight,
Carrie.

Anything I'm Not

Listening to : Mr Lecturer next door lecturing binary forms.
Location: Apiit. (was in the noisy syndicate room, but moved to library for a silent peace of mind.)
Wishing that: I'm somewhere outside, browsing some books.

I was listening to Lenka's Anything I'm Not while I feel like posting something. The lyrics were:

I'll never be, I'll never be tall, no
I'll never be, never ever be sure of it all
Oh, why is the world so cruel to me
When all, all I ever want to be is anything I'm not

Gimme a break, a little escape
I'm so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not

I'll never be, I'll never be you,no
I'll always be, I'll always be me, that I know
But oh, even though I'm happy being me
I want to get away from all this harsh reality,oh.


The fact is that we always try to be someone else who we will never be. However even though we were happy being ourselves, certain harsh reality just crashed us by for granted. Thus we would ask: "Anything I'm not = Anything I want to be ?", I'll never be what I want!

Literally from the law of attraction, you should always ask for what you want, be ready to accept what you want to attract. I agree that thinking the good things you will have a better day rather than being grumpy around and complaining. What law attraction trying to attract not neccessary to be a good thing, but at least it gives you good mood.

Apparently you can also lose weight from law of attraction. How magical that someone lose few pounds by just thinking and accepting " I'm in my best weight, I'm in my best shape". Not to comment whether it makes sense or not, unless you give a try on it. However I think it's hardly believable since it's physically change. Just like I keep telling myself "I'm 5"6 tall, I'm 5"6 tall", am I going to achieve that height in this age?

Or can I tell myself "I'm a caucasian, I'm a caucasian, I have blue/green eyes, blond hair", then me and my gens will be totally changed? The book just left me a lot of question marks.

However this Lenka song telling the truth about oneself dealing with what he/she wanted to be in life, and he/she will never be. We always heard people saying "I'm who I'm", "I'll always be myself", and despite of how many times they'd spoken it in their life time, are they really being themselves and enjoying themselves? Can MalXXsian just keep shouting "MalXXsia BOLEH!" and get what they planned for?

I = Anything I'm. Appreciate and Enjoy!

Cheers,
Carrie.

Computer Graphics

*Dear bloggers you may ignore this post as I was just talking to myself; if you don't mind spending time reading my murmurs, feel free to proceed. cheers*

I love Sunday, when there's no pending assignment or examination. Couldn't believe that I just submitted my 3ds max assignment last Monday, as I thought it was like few weeks ago.

Was busy with 3ds max today, even though I'll never meet this software anymore in my course syllabus, but I decided to take it as my self-promotion software. Lets pray that I can hold this longer than anything else. Frankly speaking I'd never thought that I would take 3D application that serious, I didn't realize the fact that it's actually considered as Computer Graphic/Digital Art which I always love to see and feel. I remember that I was being educated by someone that only drawing with a Wacom graphic tablet that transforms traditional art to digital art, is called Computer Graphic (CG). Now I think that drawing with Wacom graphic tablet is barely called CG, as CG is a very wide-range graphic technology that involves coding, user interface, software, and so on. Drawing with a tablet is a limited skill in this rapid changing world.

I remember when I was in form 4 and form 5, I used to love design. Not that I don't love it anymore, but it's lesser as I explore more forms of art. When I was first to explore Adobe Photoshop, gosh I was so in love with it, love the way how graphic design did splendid visual communication. Slowly I began to draw since I read manga and was obsessed with Japan Anime. I guess most of us love drawing bishou-nen from the manga and animation we read/watch, started to own a sketchbook and so on. Later on when I was in college, forgot how I approach traditional/digital illustration, god I felt like I'd found my soulmate/truelove or something I don't know how to explain.

From design to drawing manga style, from comic to digital illustration and slowly changed to 3D graphic, I love every of them. In this case you may wonder how come I have not mastered any of them? awww sad case again.
Well, maybe time management may do all the jobs. "Slack bones in me and that's why", this was the excuse I gave but indeed it was true :) Yosh! No more excuses and slack bones, I'm gonna move it move it!

Loves,
Carrie.

Happy Birthday, dearest little Quennie!

It was really a big mess for me every time I need to transfer files/pictures from my mobile phone, since my laptop is not equipped with bluetooth technology. Anyhow I managed to upload some photos for this post because I love these photos so much.

Yesterday was a big day for my dear little niece - Quennie. We were celebrating her 4th birthday which drops on October 8, so close to mine! Nothing much precious than we had our casual dinner together followed by playing lantern and candle since today's Mooncake festival.

I haven't seen her in a while since me and my brother were considered as "rare visitor", but she was still very adorable, stick to me closely yesterday :)

Mini Baby Photos:

Quennie birthday cake. Coffee flavor Ice-cream cake, yumms!

Look at her little greedy face xD Left: Valencia

Singing birthday song (us). They didn't even want to lip-sync! haha Again, can't wait to eat the cake.
The cutest photo. Guess I don't have to mention how eager they want that cake.

Quennie, eating gracefully.

Dickson, the youngest brother.

She never get shy infront of the camera. Loves posing alot!

ps: She got a school bag as her birthday present from my cousin ( her mum) yesterday, and was happily running around, so cute! She made me love kids more and more <3

Loves and kisses,

Carrie.

October Starts

Today's the first day of October. I love October, other than because it's my birthday month, I just love it.

Not much to note in this entry today, but I just feel like posting something :P Excuse me for my randomness. I wanted to relax, go somewhere else. Hmm.. I suppose to hang out with Edward today.

I want a pet so badly at this moment! However I don't think I can take good care of it >.< Tell me the easiest pet to take care of.

This Saturday will be the last day of my CG (digital art) class. Spent 5 months on it, I'm not going to comment how much I have learned, coz you can figure it out by my drawing -_-. I always wanted to draw, to practice, but was being distracted every time. Awww I hate the Internet, yet I can't live without it, that's pathetic.

My clock shows 2am and I think I should be heading off to bed. See ya.

xoxo,
Carrie